I Wrap My Wounds With Ribbons Called Hope December 11, 2025April Carson I learned that healing isn’t glamorous.It’s not a soft-filter montage with latte foam artand acoustic guitar humming in the background.It’s more like waking up at 2 a.m.,liking your ex’s old...
Snow Falls, My Mask Cracks December 04, 2025April Carson The first snow of winter always seduces me.White glitter falling from heaven,like Mother Nature finally gave in to her soft-girl era. And every year, I pretend I’m ready for it...
I Grew My Calm From Concrete November 13, 2025April Carson I grew my calm from concrete—yeah, I bloomed where nobody watered me.Where the air was thick with “you ain’t enough,”and my roots had to learn to break through tough. I...
I Forgot I Had Needs Too November 12, 2025April Carson I was always the one who showed up first.The one who stayed late.The one who poured love like it was refillable—like I had a back-up supply in the trunk. But...
You Fed My Wounds and Called It Love November 11, 2025April Carson You kept my heart on a leash,tight enough to stay,loose enough to leave me guessing.You stitched my scars with your silenceand called it devotion.You fed my wounds crumbs of affection—I...
I Found Calm in the Cost-Free Moments November 07, 2025April Carson I didn’t find peace in a plane ticketor a palm-tree panorama I could post about later.I found it in the pauseright before I cried againbut didn’t.In the exhale that said...
My Tomorrow Isn’t Defined by My Yesterday November 06, 2025April Carson I used to drag my past behind melike a dented metal suitcase with the wheels missing—loud, heavy,announcing itself everywhere I went.You could hear me comingbefore I ever showed up. I...
I Didn’t Know Recovery Came With Boxes and Tears November 05, 2025April Carson I didn’t know recovery came with boxes and tears—Cardboard reminders of every version I used to be.You think healing’s gonna look like sunlight and sage,But it’s really bubble wrap and...
I Rested — and That Was My Rebellion October 26, 2025April Carson I stopped.Not because I was lazy,but because I was done bleeding for thingsthat never fed me. I silenced the alarms,let the world spin without me,and for once—I didn’t chase it....
ChatGPT said: My Rumination Isn’t Silence — It’s Survival October 25, 2025April Carson They call it overthinking,like it’s a crime scene in my head—but baby, these thoughts?They’re the only witnesses left alive. See, I’ve been quiet long enoughto know that silence isn’t peace—it’s...
My Façade Fell So My Truth Could Stand October 24, 2025April Carson I used to decorate my silence—with smiles too bright and words too planned.A people-pleaser in lipstick armor,pretending I didn’t mind the demand. But you can only bend so farbefore the...
My Calm Didn’t Come With a Price Tag October 22, 2025April Carson I paid for peace with silence—Not cash, not cards, not coins.I earned it through the nights I swallowed my voicejust to keep the world from breaking me again. See, calm...