I Chose Me June 17, 2025April Carson The love once held began to rot,A twisted tale the heart forgot.What started warm turned into ice,A soul that paid the highest price. The smiles were sharp, the silence loud,The...
I Choose Me, Over and Over Again June 14, 2025April Carson There was a time I didn’t choose me.I bent backwards, twisted into versions of myselfthat only existed to keep the peace.To be loved.To be “enough” for someone who didn’t even...
Even in Pieces, You Are Worthy June 13, 2025April Carson You don’t have to smile just to make them feel right,You don’t have to shine just to earn their spotlight.You don’t need to hide all the cracks in your soul—Even...
She’s Not Angry Anymore—She’s Free June 11, 2025April Carson She used to shake with rage in the silence,Bite her tongue until it bled with words unsaid.She swallowed storms just to keep the peace—Built a home out of apology,And wore...
You Said It Was Love, But It Felt Like War June 10, 2025April Carson You said it was love when you held me tight,But your grip left bruises in the dead of night.You whispered sweet nothings I wanted to hear,Then laced every hug with...
You Apologized with Your Mouth, But Not Your Actions June 04, 2025April Carson You said sorry like it cost you nothin’,Rolled off your tongue so smooth, so sudden.But your hands stayed idle, your habits stayed loud,And I watched you disappear behind that same...
The Sun Will Find Me Anyway May 23, 2025April Carson I’ve searched for love in borrowed skin,Each time I lost, I thought I'd win.I handed trust to hearts not true,Till all I had was shades of blue. I’ve begged for...
I Loved You More Than I Loved Myself May 20, 2025April Carson I loved you more than I loved the air—Held my breath just to keep you there.Drowned in silence, choked on doubt,Smiled so wide while I bled inside-out. I folded my...
Her Name Is Me May 17, 2025April Carson I kept giving CPR to a love that flatlined—Trying to revive a pulse that was never mine.You were the storm, and I kept building shelterOut of hope and hurt, like...
Bleeding Loyalty April 29, 2025April Carson Do you want the truth?Or do you want me to lieAnd say we’re fine?I’m done with that —You're leading yourself into destruction,And dragging me down too,But you don’t see that...
Rise, Anyway April 25, 2025April Carson Some days feel like drowning in silence and gray,Like light packed its bags and just drifted away.The walls close in tighter, the hope starts to thin,You wonder if joy will...
I Am Not OK Today April 24, 2025April Carson I am not OK today.Not even close.The weight in my chest won’t lift,and the silence in the room feels louder than any scream. I woke up already tired,heart heavy with...